Today was supposed to be one of those “treat yourself” kind of days. You know, the kind where you finally check off that plan to go to the premium outlet because yesterday you didn’t, and today you absolutely will. Except… no. Life laughed at my plan.
This morning my husband and I got caught up with work. The hours slipped away in that sneaky way they always do. Still, I told myself, “Okay, fine, we’ll go after lunch.” And then the sky decided it was auditioning for a dramatic romance film. Rain poured down, as if the universe itself whispered, “Not today, darling.”
So, while waiting for the rain to calm, I distracted myself by trying on clothes I’d already bought online. And surprise, they fit perfectly. Even more miraculous, I found that the shoes I’ve had for ages actually matched better than any shiny new pair would.
Meanwhile, my husband had his own little fashion plot twist. He’d ordered a new shirt with instant delivery. But when it showed up, ta-da, right in front, a stain! He sent it back, tried to reorder, and guess what? It was sold out.
After some muttering at his closet, he pulled out an old white shirt, one that had been properly laundered, still crisp, and honestly, still looked good. So there we were. Two people who set out to get “new,” but ended up rediscovering “old.” And not just tolerating it, but realizing… it actually worked just fine.
Here’s the funny thing: as I stood in front of the mirror, pairing new dress with old shoes, the thought popped into my head: “Wait, am I still talking about clothes… or about marriage?”
Because, let’s be honest, long-term relationships can feel a lot like that. At some point, you look at the person across from you and think, “Same old shirt.” The thrill of newness fades, routines replace surprises, and the sparkle of early romance gets buried under to-do lists, bills, and the occasional grumpy silence. And sometimes, someone else (maybe an acquaintance, a stranger, even just an actor on Netflix) seems more exciting simply because they’re “new.”
But is new always better? Or is it just shiny?
Psychologists say our brains are wired to love novelty. It sparks dopamine, that little chemical of anticipation and reward. That’s why opening a package or meeting someone for the first time feels electric. But novelty is a short-lived guest; it doesn’t stay for dessert. The excitement eventually blends into everyday normal. And then, if we’re not careful, we start believing that “ordinary” means “less.”
The truth is, what often fades isn’t love itself but our attention to it. We stop really looking. Familiarity tricks us into assuming we already know everything there is to know about our partner. But do we? Think about it: the person you live with isn’t frozen in time. They’re constantly changing. Subtly, quietly, in ways we might miss unless we stay curious.
Relationship researchers like John Gottman point out that lasting couples don’t thrive on constant grand gestures; they thrive on what he calls “small things often.” The secret sauce is in the everyday moments. The morning hug before starting the day, the way you still say “good night” before going to sleep, the running jokes that no one else would understand.
It’s less about inventing something new, more about noticing what’s already there.
That realization is both comforting and challenging. Comforting, because it means you don’t need to reinvent your marriage every season like a fashion line. Challenging, because it asks for effort; not in buying new, but in seeing new. It’s not your partner’s job to endlessly entertain you; it’s your job to pay attention.
I’ve come to believe that “dating your spouse” isn’t just romantic fluff; it’s maintenance, like watering a plant. A plant doesn’t need a new pot every few weeks, it needs consistent care where it already is. Same with us.
And let’s be honest: it’s not always glamorous. Some days, it’s cleaning up the dining table and kitchen together. Other days, it’s teaming up to sort fresh laundry while watching Netflix. Excitement isn’t always fireworks. Sometimes it’s a quiet spark in the middle of ordinary life.
Esther Perel, who writes and speaks a lot about modern relationships, says, “The quality of your life ultimately depends on the quality of your relationships.” That line always sticks with me. Not because it’s lofty, but because it’s so practical. If the relationships closest to you feel stale, life starts tasting stale, too. If you water them, suddenly life feels richer, even if nothing else changes.
So maybe the real trick isn’t chasing the next new thing, but learning to look at the old with new eyes. To explore again. To ask your partner something you’ve never asked before. To laugh at their jokes like you did the first time. To wear the old shirt with fresh confidence.
And yes, sometimes, like today, the universe keeps you home with old shoes and old shirts just to remind you: better isn’t always new. Sometimes better is familiar, chosen again, and seen differently.
Look at the “old” in your life: your partner, your routines, even the shirt in your closet. Ask yourself, “Have I really noticed it lately?”
Maybe the spark isn’t gone. Maybe it’s just waiting for you to pay attention again.
This week, do one small thing to “date” your partner, or your own life. Cook something new together, or revisit a familiar place with a twist, or simply pay attention in a way you haven’t for a while. Notice the familiar as if it’s brand new. That’s where the magic hides.
Let’s make a pact to date our lives. To flirt with what we already have. To put on the old shirt with new enthusiasm. To wear the old shoes and take them somewhere they’ve never been.
Because love isn’t about chasing what’s new. It’s about choosing what’s old, over and over, with new eyes.
Save the sparks,
Nuniek Tirta Sari